I can hear metal from my sister’s phone. why??? why??? what is happening????? why is there a metal song on her phone????? she doesn’t even like english songs! what the f is happening?????
"Be a sadist. No matter how sweet and innocent your leading characters, make awful things happen to them — in order that the reader may see what they are made of."
Shingeki no Kyojin Chapter 55 → The Recon Corps Superiors
I had a really amazing but sad dream last night. I was in a seminar with my classmates in this circus-like place (we’re inside a really big tent) about high school education and stuffs from the latest program of the government for education (i’m an education student).
after the first part of the seminar, there’s an intermission number from Bright. some of my classmates and I were in the backstage because I think we’re the organizers or sth like that. idk what happened next but all of a sudden I was in the stage singing with them. they held a mini-concert in a freaking large tent!! my classmates and the guests from the seminar are still there but we’re having a concert and everybody was having a good time!! I can remember singing Hana, Bad Girl, Koigokoro, and Autabi Suki ni Natte. guess I really miss the awesomeness of that four girls :|
my left shoulder hurts and I can’t breathe properly for almost a week now. my chest hurts when I breathe deep, and I have to always breathe deep because if I don’t I feel like the air I breathe don’t reach my lungs. asthma sucks asthma sucks asthma sucks and my allergies suck and my health’s a mess!
I think the only time I can breathe properly is when I’m asleep. when I’m sleeping I don’t bolt upright in the middle of the night to take a deep breath.
and I forgot what’s the name of my meds.
(✿ﾉ◡‿◡)ﾉ *:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧ reminder that if u can’t get out of bed today that’s okay and if u feel like crying on public transportation that’s okay and if u got a bad mark on a test that’s okay because there are still so many forests to explore and cities to get lost in and dogs to pet and u are only a small star in a big universe and u are doing so well